Empty & Confused

Its so confusing how life is.. But i know we all have to go through rough times in order to be stronger and learn wisdom.

Sometimes I wish everything went perfect for me. But its not always the case.
I often wonder if I chose to take the bad path that is making me feel the way I do.
But I still believe that a step in the wrong direction is better than staying in the same spot all ur life, because then you cannot correct ur mistakes and learn from it to better yourself.

Love? How does one know when you are in love? How do you know if you love someone? Or if you still Love someone and the difference between being in love with someone.
If you have been with a person for the longest and all of the sudden things just started falling out of its place. Are you to blame yourself?

Fear? How do you fight it? How do u break away from the comfort zone that has always surrounded you and probably learn to fight your biggest enemy in life?

Forgive? How do u really forgive someone? That comes from within... how do u forgive the things that shattered your broken emotions? How do you forgive yourself?

Let go? It is so easy to tell people to let go.. but how do you let go to really end and forget the emotions that went along with it?

Trust? after all the pain and suffering.. how do you trust again... and How do you trust yourself?

I guess before we get from this end of the room to the door we need to take a step... there is no way we r getting out of this rooming without making these steps...

I hate feeling this way but its a part of growing up.. i guess?