Monday, June 15, 2009

Blame it on me!!!

Sometimes you can work it out
Sometimes you can't
Sometimes you forced to watch everything fall apart its out of your hands
Sometimes leaving is easy
Sometimes it aint
Sometimes it hurts to know the loving you had was slowly fading away


You can say whatever you like
As long as we just say goodbye
Blame it on me
Say its my fault
Say that i left you outside in the cold with a broken heart
I really don't care
I aint crying no more
Say i'm a liar a cheater
Say anything that you want
As long as it's over

I aint a quiter
I just aint the type
I tried to see you through
I tried to make it to the finishing line
Oooh you thought it was meant to be yeah
I admit so did i
Every once in a while you think you figured it out
Sometimes your not right

You can say whatever you like
As long as we just say goodbye
Blame it on me
Say its my fault
Say that i left you outside in the cold with a broken heart
I really don't care
I aint crying no more
Say i'm a liar a cheater
Say anything that you want
As long as it's over

Yes i love you but i really got to loose you
Freedom is where i want to be
Yes i'll probably always love you
But i'm moving
I got to do this for me

You can say whatever you like
As long as we just say goodbye
Blame it on me
Say its my fault
Say that i left you outside in the cold with a broken heart
I really don't care
I aint crying no more
Say i'm a liar a cheater
Say anything that you want
As long as it's over



Blame It On Me - Chrisette Michele

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Love- my honest opinion

Love is not always a beautiful thing.
Love can hit you in a blink of an eye.
I don't believe in love at first sight.
It is simply nothing but a fairy tale.

You can make someone love you
But love will always find its way.
Love can feel like you are in cloud9
but love can hurt you and blind you.

Love is a beautiful thing
only if you let it happen on its own.
You cannot push love upon someone.
Love is so magical,
and it is meant for everyone.
It just takes time, when you least expect.
And love is something you cannot run away from.

I am not ready for love
Why do i say this?
The topic of love makes me feel
awkward and uncomfortable.

Unsure of what love means.
Unsure of how its supposed to feel.
Im scared of it, afraid of it.
And would run away from it.

There is nothing wrong with me.
Im simply not ready.
So don't bring up that topic.
It scares the shit out of me.

I am no longer that girl
who believes in love at the beginning.
It doesn't mean I dont believe
but i do know I have a lot to learn.

And just because I run away from it,
I know love is not supposed to make you feel awkward.
And right now I do.
And I'm sorry.

I didn't say I don't believe in love
When that magical time happens
I will not be afraid of it
I will not feel uncomfortable

I will probably not even know
The word love may not cross my mind.
Because its one of those that just happens.
Its not just word, its actions.

My actions are lost,
and its okay, its life.
You live, love and learn.
When I finally find myself
My actions will speak for itself.

*tin

Dont get discouraged by this, its just my honest opinion.

Thanks