Love is not always a beautiful thing.
Love can hit you in a blink of an eye.
I don't believe in love at first sight.
It is simply nothing but a fairy tale.
You can make someone love you
But love will always find its way.
Love can feel like you are in cloud9
but love can hurt you and blind you.
Love is a beautiful thing
only if you let it happen on its own.
You cannot push love upon someone.
Love is so magical,
and it is meant for everyone.
It just takes time, when you least expect.
And love is something you cannot run away from.
I am not ready for love
Why do i say this?
The topic of love makes me feel
awkward and uncomfortable.
Unsure of what love means.
Unsure of how its supposed to feel.
Im scared of it, afraid of it.
And would run away from it.
There is nothing wrong with me.
Im simply not ready.
So don't bring up that topic.
It scares the shit out of me.
I am no longer that girl
who believes in love at the beginning.
It doesn't mean I dont believe
but i do know I have a lot to learn.
And just because I run away from it,
I know love is not supposed to make you feel awkward.
And right now I do.
And I'm sorry.
I didn't say I don't believe in love
When that magical time happens
I will not be afraid of it
I will not feel uncomfortable
I will probably not even know
The word love may not cross my mind.
Because its one of those that just happens.
Its not just word, its actions.
My actions are lost,
and its okay, its life.
You live, love and learn.
When I finally find myself
My actions will speak for itself.
*tin
Dont get discouraged by this, its just my honest opinion.
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